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woo! [03 Jul 2007|01:55pm]
Cornerstone was one of the most amazing times of my life.
I want to go next year for sure!
I got so much closer with everyone I went with, especially Rich, and I loved every second of it. He is one of the most amazing people I've ever met and I can't help but get those sickeningly cute butterflies in my stomach every time we are together. I love it!
The bands we saw were great. Underoath was the most amazing performance of the week, and I'm so happy they were the band to end Cornerstone with a bang. I was somewhat disappointed in Emery's performance, but I still loved them.
All in all, Cornerstone was probably the best week of my summer. I did miss my best friend a whole lot though, and I hope that next year he will come with to Cornerstone!

I don't even know why I am using LJ because nobody even does anymore. Ohhh well.
This is a not good entry either. hahaha shoot.
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They were lying when they said the good die young [30 Jan 2007|05:54pm]
[ mood | cold ]

I can't even pinpoint what it is that I love about you...

I'm not sure what it is at all, but it's there and I don't want us to change.
Don't let it change.

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[08 Jan 2007|06:02pm]

that's all.
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Winter Pictures! [06 Dec 2006|12:56am]
[ mood | happy ]

Winter is cute.Collapse )

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cutest song in the world. [19 Oct 2006|01:20am]
[ mood | in love with pretty music ]

This is the most adorable fricken song ever written.

Verse 1
I said "girl you're a wreck and you must be confused
as we both know the ground's no place for you
angels fly, not fall in love"
she said "boy you're a mess and you must be confused
as we both see the ground's stuck the my shoes
I can't move, I'm in love"
well just know if the wind blows a little too hard
I'll be the first tree to wrap you up in his arms
If my branches hurt your wings
If my branches hurt your wings
Just don't fly away
Verse 2
I said "girl you're a sunset when no one's around
when the moon takes your place you let everyone out
Just to see how small you can be"
She said "boy you're a crash that hasn't happend yet
and I am the concrete just happy we met
I can't move, I'm in love"

I'm in love with this song. haha

listen to it. now.
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[27 Sep 2006|11:56am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

So let me tell you about my day yesterday...

I got up, took a shower, got ready, you know.. all that jazz.
Then I went to school for my first class, World Religions. Professor Prashar is probably one of the greatest people to ever walk the earth. He's this older Indian man who practices Hinduism. He's really the perfect teacher for a world religions class because his passion in life is to inform people about religion. He tells corny jokes and goes off on tangeants all the time and nobody knows what he's talking about. I have to say, I really enjoy that class.
Every Tuesday and Thursday after this class Dez and I go out for lunch. Usually at Wendys. So we go there and we're hanging out and talking and the whatnots. I still have ample time before my next class, so we decide to go to the park. First, we swing. Swinging is honestly one of my favorite things to do in life. I'm an eighteen year old college student, but when I'm on a swing I feel like I'm seven years old and nothing really matters. After the swinging extraveganza we decide to talk to Cameron and Brice, and after they left we talked to Timmy... and just looked at Michael since he never really talks.
My second class of the day is Environmental Science. We're starting to do these powerpoint projects on biomes, and I got partnered with a slightly odd girl doing the Chaparral Biome. I thought we maybe had to give our presentation, but we won't until Thursday. So we just listened to people talk about rainforests and temperate climates. Things you learn about every year after the second grade.
After this class I have another break. I chose to spend this break with Joey, Nivia, Emily, and Kyle. Which I believe to be a good choice. Joey makes me feel something indescribable. I love spending time with that group of friends. They're really growing on me.
Art History has got to be one of the most boring classes. Don't get me wrong, I love art and learning about it, but when you're just dealing with names and dates something exciting needs to be involved. This class was dull as usual minus the usually vulgar and drug-related comments the two guys who sit by my make. Suzie, the girl sitting next to me offered me a piece of gum, and I'm not sure why, but it tasted amazing. Haha. I wish I knew what kind it was. I'm still debating on whether or not I have met Suzie before. I can't figure it out...
After Art History I go directly to Speech. It was the first days of giving our first speeches. The first person to give a speech was an older man, and I'm really not sure what, in fact, his speech was about. It was very confusing the way he talked about it. The other speeches given were about Dane Cook, children with autism, the movie Office Space, the Bermuda Triangle, and mine was about Mark Spitz. I think I did fairly well. We got out five minutes early at 7:10.
So I get home and decdide to eat before I have to be at practice at eight. I walk into the kitchen to look for food and I notice my cat's litter box is emptied and sitting in the kitchen. I think the worst, but push it out of my mind, because it seems impossible that that would be what's going on. So I take a muffin into my room. My mom is telling me that she has to go pick my dad up. I notice something in her voice and her face that there's something else she wants to say to me. I think about the empty litter box again. She tells me we had to put Pepper, my cat, to sleep. I ask why and she tells me that Pepper had a stroke last night. She also mentions something about her going blind. I simply just turn around. My mom tells me that she is in a box on the deck in the back if I want to see her, and I just shake my head no. Once my mom left the house I just cried. I went out back to the box and just looked at it. I touched the top to open it, but I couldn't bring myself to do it and I went back inside. A few minutes later I go back out. This time, I went through with it. I'm not sure if I regret it or not. I couldn't see very well because it was dark, so I used the light of my cell phone to see her. She was partially covered in a red and white blanket with only her head and maybe her front paws outside of the blanket. There were colored flowers laying around her head. I closed the box immediately. I walked inside and got my things ready for practice.
Driving to YMCA I was a wreck. I left early because I didn't want my parents to see me like that. I went into the locker room and into the bathroom to get ready and realize that I grabbed the wrong suit and couldn't wear that one for practice, so I go to ask Kestrel if she has an extra suit. I tell her I was a little preoccupied while getting my things ready and I tell her the story, but I don't make it through the story without tearing up and then having to sit down and cry. So I just left. I just drove around and then sat in the Machesney Mall parking lot where I texted Jenna to ask what she was doing. Of course she was the first person I told what happened.
I went to Jenna's and things were fine until I started to talk about it. I know it seems kind of silly to be so upset about this. At least to me it seems silly because there's so many horrible things out there that are so much worse than this. I've been dreading that day that this would happen for so long now, and I suppose I kind of thought it would never happen because my cat has been around for about fourteen years of my life.
Anyway, hanging out with Jenna made me feel better. She just has that effect on me. We went for a drive. I love that... driving with no destination and just listening to music and talking. When we got back to her house she was going to go to bed and Joey called me.
I went to Joey's house and I told him what happened and he comforted me, and to make me smile he told me embarrassing stories from when he was little. He's really a great person, and he made me feel so much better. I love how I can really just tell him anything.
Nothing really happened after that.
I came home and read another chapter in In My Sister's Country.

A tribute to my babyCollapse )

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you make me feel out of my element [23 Aug 2006|12:53am]
[ mood | grrreeaaatttt ]

that boy.

Summer was great.

first day of school was somewhat stressful, but it should be good.
i'm pretty excited to be in college.
it's weird, but exciting.
i'll miss my jenna boo though.

but, once again...
ohhh, that boy.

he really makes me do this -> :]

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jubilant is a good word. [21 Aug 2006|04:00pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]

summer is just ending great.

as much as i don't want it to end...
the way it's ending is amazing.

i love it.

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[12 Aug 2006|04:53pm]
[ mood | extremely happy ]

once again..
summer is still sooooo amazing

i'm loving every single second of it.
and things are finally falling into place.

i've got my classes for school,
i'm going to get my license on tuesday... finally, i know!
i'm going to be helping out with the girls swim team being assisstang coach.
i applied for a job at borders where dez works.

i had one of the most amazing days of my life on wed.
we went to the rockford airport to watch planes, and everyone thought it was going to be so lame, but it was one of the most amazing nights of my life.
i can't even describe it.
amazing? doesn't even do it justice.

i wanna make the best of the rest of this summer, because it's been the best one of my life so far.

i'm infatuated♥.

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slow down, summer... i need to enjoy you more. [01 Jul 2006|02:40pm]
[ mood | happy ]

summer is still going great.
havin' fun in the sun.
hanging with friends.
went to six flags on thursday with dirrty dan, dez, & eric larkey. it was soo much fun. i love that place. the lines were fairly short & we rode the raging bull four or five times. amazingness.
yesterday some people came over for some swimmage.
that was fun.
except james is kind of a jerk.
i saw his vagina. ew.

...but summer is still going good.
now it seems like it's going too fast.
slow down, summer... i need to enjoy you more.

my friends are awesome.

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summer = spectacular [05 Jun 2006|02:10pm]

I saw my first shoooting star last night. Well, technically this morning. :)
And yeah, I
wished on it
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[04 Jun 2006|03:31pm]
[ mood | happy ]

just so everyone knows...


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[22 May 2006|12:46am]
[ mood | happy ]

so now that i have seen marky and heather perform an acoustic set live i can pretty much die happy.

it was amazing.
i recorded the last song they did if anyone wants it?
it's not a great, great recording, but it's okay..
and there's a screaming kid towards the end. haha.

so today started out okay, that got crappy, then got okay, then got completely shitty, but i have the best friends in the entire world and i got closer to a newer friend tonight which makes me happy.

also.. i've been driving more so everyone should be proud of me. :) license soon? i'm thinking yes. so watch out. lol

i love my friends. a lot.<3

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[17 May 2006|11:36pm]


i'm scared..
and happy...
but really scared.


I've been having a lot of fun latelyyy
hangin' with dani and jenna.
taking jumping pictures!
and playing in the rain!
and it's kinda nice to not have a crush on a boy or worry about a boy liking me.
it's nice.

but yet...
i wish i had a crush on a boy?
weird, i know.

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shake that ass like you know how to dance [09 May 2006|10:43pm]
[ mood | goooood ]

bad day made better.


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There's a monster in my room we discuss movies over coffee [08 May 2006|10:21pm]
[ mood | papers are gay ]

"papers are gay" is now a mood, guys.

Hmm. bored.
Should be writing my stupid Jane Eyre paper.

I don't understand why me and a certain two Hononegah girls haven't hung out yet.. hmmm. Ladies? Any explanations? hm?


paper time.

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[03 May 2006|01:10am]
[ mood | tired ]

Who doesn't sleep much anymore?

me, me.

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[01 May 2006|11:41pm]
[ mood | content ]

I tried on my prom dress again and i felt so pretty. i wish there was someone special to take with me to share it with. I can't wait though, I think it'll be a lot of fun. I like dancing. :)

goodnight text messages make me :)

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[01 May 2006|04:08pm]
[ mood | happy ]

So when I said I was going to keep updating this...

I was lying.


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wtf. [24 Apr 2006|11:59pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Nobody procrastinates like me.


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